feet off the ground, head in the clouds

i was doing those stupid web tests, or rather - only test 6, just now.

it's very annoying.

i'm so fucking confused because of it.
i mean when in a HBr addition to an alkene, why the hell does one carbom atom have a partial positive charge while the other doesn't? if the Br atom takes the electrons, and the H atom takes the 2 electrons that form the pi bond, then technically, each carbon atom loses one electron. why does only one C atom get the partial +ve charge. i swore.. i understood this during class..

hell, the teacher goes toooo fast....

this course be damned...

or maybe i should actually start putting in more effort for uni chem.. i swear: it's like my slackest subject right now... and the exam is in 3 weeks. all those stupid theories to learn.... it's even thicker than unit 3 chem... i don't know how i'm going to do it....


i never thought i'd say this.. but i really wish i didn't take up this subject now.
but i don't think i'd be too happy with psych either.


shit...

i'd swear more.. but i can't bring myself to badmouth chem.

i've never condemned chem so much in my life.


all these stupid disillusions i have. i think it's time to put my feet on the ground and pull my head from the clouds.

and i have to do it soon, if i know what's good for me.


excuse me while i go despair in the corner of my room.