the dissenter's code

tired.

it's all in the mind.

i need to continue. taking my pills as prescribed.

or maybe. as i've said "it's a psychological thing."

i'm really looking forward to this weekend. there's that steamboat thing. yipee!!! must watch a movie that's worth our while. saturday - not exactly sure if confirmed yet. no details whatsoever. and sunday... well.. sunday has to be decdicated to biofuels, biomolecules, DNA and forensic analysis. i'll only get back.. latest 7pm on monday. stupid workshop - it's gonna tire me out, so i doubt i'll have energy to study for chem [after a whole day of chem] on monday. my test SAC is on tuesday period 3. hopefully.... i'll know whatever the hell i'm supposed to know.

by rights, i should say no to this saturday's plans. but.. i dunno... if i don't go, she prob won't go either. so.. and... i actually [sad to say] don't think i'll end up doing anything productive if i don't go. (hell, i'm probably sentencing myself to imminent doom by saying this.)

ok.. i should go shower now.