my eyes are dry somehow

urgh.. there's so many things to write about that i really am too tired to type about it. haha..
more like i can't be bothered.

but anyway, read elaine's xanga today. her blog entries are quite interesting, well, she just blogs about whatever happened that day. but somehow i can imagine her saying what she typed about, so i guess it adds humour to it as well.

right, so yeah now you know my reason for not recounting my days here. too lazy.

heh...

ok.. dance class tonight and ARE YOU SMARTER THAN A 5TH GRADER is on as well. hope i can get back quick enough to see if that lady gets half a mil.

seriously, you get paid to act stupid. how lame is that?

one more week to exams. which start on my b'day. it's so surreal. the year is gonna end soon. yikes. i'm gonna be here for almost one school year already. how freaky is that?

yeah so about a month more till i get back home... somehow, i'm torn between being happy and excited and dreading going back. sigh.. and i feel bad about dreading it.

i'm also in a dilemma trying to decide if i should do enhancement chemistry next year.
if i do, i'll have to drop psych, i mean, i can't drop methods if i'm doing spesh. if i'm not doing spesh, i'll still wanna and have to do methods anyway. coz methods 3/4 is the most wanted prerequisite for most uni subjects. yeah... so.... english can't be 'dropped', methods either and chem (irregardless if i'm taking the enhancement study or not)

right:english, methods, chem.
i'll only need to do 5 subjects next year because i'm doing chinese 3/4 this year. haha..
it's either i drop psych or spesh. and i'm not sure about it at all. i'm just worried that i won't be able to study hard enough for psych. i guess i'm going into my self-fright mode, like in o levels again-even though it didn't cure my procrastination. i'm thinking of hte amount of chem i have to study. not to mention, methods and spesh, coz seriously, they allow you to bring your notes into exam, but i'm seriously trying not to do that. it's only there as a back up. i really wish i could say at the end of next year, for my exams, that i don't need my notes there because i'm confident that i won't need it.


































































big sigh...

and spesh, well, i'm also worried that i won't be able to do well for it. it sounds so hard.....

right. so when ms vce coordinator gave me the forms yesterday, she said i have to drop a subject. i thought because i have already done a 3/4 subejct this year i wouldn't have to.. but it turns out, that the school doesn't allow me to do 5 + 1 subjects (ie. 5 subjects + the uni enhancement). bloody hell. this school doesn't allow me to do anything.

i could have done 2 3/4 s this year i guess, but the school doesn't allow me. you need a special 'invite' to do so. fudge...

i guess i'll go discuss this with the familial unit back in sunny island located near the equator.