xenophobic

that's the word i learned today. interesting no?
i guess english class is bearable. For Now.
i'm reserving further judgement. it seems like everyone else has a group of friends, and i mean bosom friends, they can sit with in whatever class they have. i feel like a freaking loner. ok. maybe i am.

or maybe i'm really such a weak person that i depend on friends a lot. i'm not a people person. i don't socialise a lot.

but i do need to surround myself with my friends.



on another note, i finally wrote that email to yr12 vce co-od saying that i wanna drop psych. yeah, now she's asking me what subject i wanna take up in place of psych. which really defeats the purpose if you ask me. coz i did say i wanted to DROP the subject no? plus she wants to meet me tomorrow. MY NEXT PSYCH CLASS IS TOMORROW. wth....

see anyway to get me out of this?


i keep forgetting that i have to load those pics i took on my camera onto my com. and before that, i want to take pics of my room coz i moved the furniture around. so, i have photos of my room, before and after i shifted stuff around and added my barang in.








i dunno. maybe i should just lock this blog. my blog's dead. so really. sometimes i feel that there's no point keeping two blogs anyway, when my currently-locked one isn't even updated that frequently.


which brings me to another question that i asked long long time ago before i joined the blog-fest.

why do people blog?
isn't a blog like an online diary?
and your diary is supposed to be personal, right?
meaning, the only person who'd read it would be the owner, no?
so why leave in online, on the WEB, where any person who has access to the internet can read it?

and i came up with an explanation for the blog.

people write about their day, feelings, opinions on things on their blog. friends read it. they don't have reply immediately, not like how they'd have to if they were talking face to face or on the phone. and the blog owner wouldn't have to face 'embarrassment' if you will, by bringing up a topic that he/she is shy abt.

yeah.

that's kinda it. i can't express it properly coz i'm rushing off to english class.

2ND ENGLISH CLASS OF THE DAY.

sucks to be me.