"Do not let what you cannot do interfere with what you can do.” ~ John Wooden

*cue big sigh....*


i really wish i could say i'm done with it, over it.






but sadly, i can't.






it's so hard to describe.












shanya and family are in melb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! here to check out trinity, since their considering sending shanya to trinity. although it is shan's decision.

we had a good talk and everything.

even went to starbucks for awhile. haha.. shan ordered 2 drinks: caramel frapp blended cream, and another for herself, supposedly the vanilla frapp blended cream.

but the cashier got mixed up and thought she wanted the vanilla caramel frapp blended cream. heh...

so we sat there sharing the drink and catching up.


and when i talked about that issue with her.... it didn't seem so bad as yesterday when i blogged about it, and when i talked to jas about it. the emotional 'baggage' seemed 'lighter' when i spoke to jas about it, and subsequently when shan and i chatted.

but it had come full circle again when i came back.

urgh...


it doesn't feel like much...


it just GROWS... i guess. or rather.. a better word would be festering.. since it is an unwelcome thing... sigh..


okok.. i'm done talking about today. kinda tired.. sleeping at past 4 two nights in a row is not fun.. especially when you wake up early.

night..