not to mention the fact that i've been reading twilight and new moon again. true love--> bella and edward. sigh. it hurt her so much when he left. how can you love so much such that you'd die if you knew the person wasn't alive? how deep can your love for someone be, to the point where your life has loses its meaning and just seems to drift by when you're without that someone?
in the words of Stephenie Meyer,
WHAT IF… What if true love left you? Not some ordinary high school romance, not some random jock boyfriend, not anyone at all replaceable. True love. The real deal. Your other half, your true soul's match. What happens if he leaves?
The answer is different for everyone. Juliet had her version, Marianne Dashwood had hers, Isolde and Catherine Earnshaw and Scarlet O'Hara and Anne Shirley all had their ways of coping.
I had to answer the question for Bella. What does Bella Swan do when true love leaves her? Not just true love, but Edward Cullen! None of those other heroines lost an Edward (Romeo was a hothead, Willoughby was a scoundrel, Tristan had loyalty issues, Heathcliff was pure evil, Rhett had a mean streak and cheated with hookers, and sweet Gilbert was much more of a Jacob than an Edward). So what happens when True Love in the form of Edward Cullen leaves Bella?
i can't wait for eclipse.
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my two dormies just had their 17th b'day dinner 'party' thing at our boarding house today. and before all this, we were talking about some people in the boarding house who've never been attached before. so i thought about myself. [shit this sounds really self-absorbed] in their words "sweet sixteen, never been kissed". sounds nice. but doesn't exactly feel that way when we started talking about it.
one of my besties just got attached. and i'm really happy for her. guess i can understand how hard it is to like someone but not be able to tell him. even though i don't show it, it has happened before. so i'm not some emotionless wreck.
but in retrospect, i guess this her getting attached thing isn't that surprising, really.
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what i really meant to say is this.. well actually, my title kinda says it all.. part of me doesn't really believe, the other part is still in dreamworld i guess. dreaming of 'true love'. and it's kinda hard to reconcile both 'minds', i'm not schizophrenic. haha..
opportunites and choices.
the only song i can think of now is
i still believe by hayden panettiere.
it kinda relates, but yet not so.
To a brighter day in the sun
Somewhere I know he awaits for me
Someday soon he'll see I'm the one
I won't give up on this feeling
And nothing will keep me away
Cause I still believe in destiney
That you and i were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
Cause I still believe
Believe in love
I know whats real cannot be denied
Although it may hide for a while
With just one touch love can conquer fears
Turning all your tears into smiles
Its such a wounderous feeling
I know that my heart cant be wrong
Cause I still believe in destiney
That you and i were ment to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
Cause I still believe
Believe in love
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ok... enough of my gloomy shit.
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