i'm going under

audrey's fault!!! she kept watching evanescence music videos!

I keep hearing I'm Going Under in my head. It's a good thing i don't have a test today coz then i'd be so damn distracted that i won't be able to concentrate and then i'll probably flunk my test.

Since i'm talking about tests, i need to study harder for psych.
oh. and maybe i should put up more signs in my room about my goals. hmm... i still need to work harder on my maths - i'm getting a little bit too dependent on the CAS calculator. it's a horrible invention i tell you! urgh...

i should do a methods and specialist test each week. maybe i should ask my teacher for that. think she'll freak? hmph..

ok. so i got back my methods test last week and i got a freaking 78%! and the teacher put very good there. what the hell?

that's bad. i want A's!!!!!!!!!!!! stupid careless mistakes. i'm so used to solving everything by hand that there was this question on the test that required me to solve four unknowns, and from specialist maths i know i kinda sucked at it and needed a lot of time to do it, plus i'd make loads of careless mistakes, i skipped it. didn't think about using the freaking CAS calculator. then... gah. lost four marks i think. URGH!!! i'm so pissed with myself and my roommate was saying but 78% is good. i need to do better! shit....

and specialist was just screwed up coz there was this question that cost 8 marks and i left it blank coz i just couldn't think of any way to solve it. there was seriously insufficient information!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok.. i shall stop ranting about school.

DVDS!!! i absolutley ADORE the dvd region thing on the media players in my com. it's just so restrictive you know? bah...

ok lunch. now.