我想我可以习惯一个人生活

[as usual, some music.]







yes.



unbelievable. my blog entry title is in chinese. that used to be a never.



oh well, first time for everything they say.



um.. was reading hidz and jas's blogs this afternoon.

and i was hit with a bout of friend-sickness.. (think homesickness).



i feel like such a horrible friend to you guys.



sorry.



you guys are like my closest friends now. secondary school... isnn't that where your most important, longest-lasting friendships are made?



i'm so confused.



i think i'm being over-sensitive. i keep thinking of what i should and should not say to people. sometimes, i feel so manipulative coz i try to control the situation by planning what to say or do. i feel so horrible.

and now i'm truly beginning to understand the meaning of 3d characters, or rather, personalities, people. coz you can never really know what another person is thinking, you can't read a person's mind. so yeah, i've come to face it, no wonder relationships are so hard to maintain.


i'm not in the mood to blog. but i decided to mention what's been going on before i forget, especially the bits about reading hidz and jas's blogs.
ok, i'd better get back to reading cat's eye or i'll die in english tomorrow. she just had to give us a quiz. urgh..