oh no...

yes i was blog surfing just now. read jiamin's blog.[you should be honoured, i hardly every read anyone else's blog other than my besties. haha...]

SWISH updated. and it's not so cliche.. i guess it mostly, never was. and that's good. haha...

i can't believe i'm running out of things to blog.

oh wait... there's always school.
coz i don't know if i'm getting complacent [actually, i think i am, and i'm letting other ppl's comment get to my head], or if...well, things are just gonna get harder coz we're gong into topics that i've not one before. and that means i won't be doing as well. i feel like i'm burning myself out. and that's not good. coz i'm barely doing any work. can't imagine what next year will be like. O's took a lot out of me. and that's sad...

i don't even wanna think of how i could have been in jc right now. prepping for A's. my chinese is deproving. i don't know what's wrong with me. 6 months.. and i've lost all my chinese. this sucks. horrible. the scary thing is that i'm not going ot be doing it next year---don't tell me my chinese is going to get worse?

oh dear....






i don't wanna fight and fall.