i just want you to know who i am

read jas's blog just now and the song is really stuck in my head. i'm in one of those moods now. urgh...

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am.

iris - goo goo dolls.

the greatest accomplishment i made this past week was writing a 1000 over word email to my dear old brother.

haha... you'd think i have better stuff to do what with exams next week. but yeah.

stressed that i'm not stressed.

i need to start studying psychology first coz that's the subject i'm most worried about.

also, from last year's o's experience, i need to worry about chem more. don't want a nother nasty surprise. so yeah... gotta study for chem too.
ironically, chem's my first exam and yet... we stil haven't finished the syllabus yet. urghhh....

we haven't finished methods yet. the only thing in methods that really worries me is probability and rates of change... honestly? if they wanna teach rates of change... they should teach calculus too. coz they're kinda interlinked and rates of change is not as easy as the teacher says it is. maybe i just need to do more questions.hmm..
i'll do some tonight.

ok....

29 more days till i get back.

in my world of sun and rain


Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

hmm...crash and burn by savage garden. just the chorus.

i like how the title has such a strong, kinda violent connotation and yet the actual song lyrics is so different from what the title implies. it's such a sweet song and the vocals match the song well.

miss the A1 slack gang. they're there to stabilise me haha.. yes, jas believe it or not.. you guys do. imagine that huh?

anyway, was talking to rimple few days ago. just saying hi since she was the only on from class who was online. sad...
oh! before i forget. enjoy your hols, you guys back in singapore!

so as i was saying, i was telling her how we have to meet up when we get back. and she said of course!!

and i just sat there staring at the com screen. coz i can just imagine rimz saying of course during one of our conversations. and we'll always just end up laughing about something-the topic of our convo, not rimz.

felt so nostalgic. still am now, though. and i'm doing this in class. well, we kinda have this period free so.. oh to hell with it.
just hope the ppl behind haven't been seeing what i've been doing the past hour while i was on the com. haha

omg!! i got my oral presentation over and done with!!!
haha....
i'm so glad. was the last person in class.

okok... bell's gonna ring.